when there is you and me

bismillahirrahmanirrahim

I'm writing about my bestfriend. My other half. So, if you are not interested, feel free to leave the page. No offense! :) Seriously, I'm not taking your time reading this entry ;) So yeah..

She. It is she. Not a girl, but not yet a woman. A lady perhaps.

 I met her when I was thirteen. Back when in mrsm yt. 

First day I enrolled, I owe her a big favor. HUGE. I remember it was the uniform try-out session in a lecture hall. I wasn't able that time when my name is called out by a strict, annoyed warden Mr.R *not his real name* and to go up there picking a size. We were freshie that time. so nobody have a gut enough to stand up and speak out. Well, some of them were homesick back then I supposed. Hee. Same goes to me. Haa, and he called my name bout 3 times and his voice getting louder and sounds angrier. He's about to call for the fourth time when she stands up and heading forward. She claimed she is me! I was surprised. She was confident. With suspicious glare, the warden handed her a pair of uniform and asked her to check it out. She went backstage to try out. minutes later, she came back. the warden gaze at her, asking if its okay. She said yes and I can see a smirk from the line of his lips. Gosh, I knew something doesn't right that time. He unfolded the uniform and it is a man's. Busted! 

Nevertheless, she stay calm and said, she did not try the uniform. Luckily, the warden let her off the stage. and I guess she officially hated me.

I was wrong.

We were in the same classroom since Form 1. I wasn't that close with her that time though we're in the same group (gang) with 6. We sat next to each other. Talking, laughing, gossiping.. Then, we begin to get to know deeper and deeper. When I skipped evening prep, she did. When she skipped assembly, I did. Next thing I know, we were doing every each and everything both. Sneaking to the academic hall when there's a meeting, running from Mr.Anuar and fly out to my home in the weekend. They are simple sweet memories of child for us. We growing up together. 2008, we both offered to pursue in mrsm pc. We were more them happy to have each other in a new exciting environment.

Yes, there were times when we didn't agree each other. There were times we didn't talked. There were times when we didn't looked at each others eyes. But know what? That makes us closer. They were never lasted long as whenever or whatever we got anger on, we still sleep beside each others on the same bed sharing the same pillow at night. discussing, having a heart to heart conversation, apologizing. 

She is in my family. We are great together. I love creating memories with her. She is in Malaysia now and we are never apart, though far in distant. With ALLAH's blessing, I hope my friendship with her last forever. We both hope, the friendship knots I tied with her will bring me closer to Allah the Creator. Ameenn. insyaALLAH :)

I miss you

dedicate to ;

ANIS NADZIRAH A. RAZAK.