I've been looking, sitting, waiting around for too long. for the past year, all i did was pasrah. the longest year in my life, being disappointment, happy, sad, laugh, cry all that circle of life. but the season passed. im starting anew now. last year i was devastated so much taking me deep into distress, too deep to find a light, to the point even if i moan, no one could heard,. i know its like i overreacted, but it is the truth.
-- Till at one point, i had too bring out myself back. it wasnt easy, but i tried. yeah i admit it wasnt even a success. and yeah the turning point is surprise surprise approximately 3 weeks ago. hah! told u. the moment is when the rapturous news i received by a phone call-- i managed to third year. yeah, i admit it was a luck-- nevertheless it was a total breakthrough!
so, the yang to the yin,
few of the closest friend i have, transferred to malaysia. leaving only me and ah. it was kinda hard for me to digest at first because it wasnt even the plan. we thought of studying and graduate here together but yah, He knows better. kun fayakun. :) better accept the reality and move on.
my target: survive third year. mumtaz.
all those are just wishes, but without a wish, theres no point of struggle. better buckle up, cuz third year is waiting. good luck!
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