December 05, 2011

Duniya Oh Dunia




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and Assalamualaikum :)
I got this from a friend of mine and thot I should share it here.hee
well, here it goes

A boy said to his father: "I saw a girl and I want to marry... her. She is so beautiful and she has gorgeous eyes. The father answered his son: of course son, let’s ask for her hand in marriage."

When the father saw the girl, he admired her beauty and he told his son: "You don’t deserve this girl, she needs someone who has experience in life and she can depend on, someone like me."

The boy was surprised by the attitude of his father and he told him : "She will marry me, not you”. They started to fight and finally they decided both to go to the police station to solve their problem.

When they tell their story to the police officer, he told them:”bring the girl so we can ask her about her opinion about this. " When the officer saw the beauty of the girl he said to the boy and his father:”you both don’t deserve her, she needs someone who has prestige like me.”

The 3 men started a fight and decided to go to the minister to solve their problem. When the minister saw the girl, he said: "She deserves to be married with a minister like me”. The prince heard about their problem and call them all to help them solve it but and when he saw the girl he said : "This girl will marry me” .

All the 5 men started to fight. Finally, the girl said “I have the solution! I will start to run and whoever catches me first, he will be my husband”. When she started to run, the boy, his father, the police officer, the minister and the prince started to run to catch her. Suddenly the 5 men fell into a deep hole.

The girl looked to them from the top and she said “did you know who am I?”

I am the Dunya THE LIFE!!

People want to run to catch me, they are racing to have me.
By doing that, they forget their religion,
until they end up in their grave and won’t have me....!

October 29, 2011

because he is the man, he is the one, the only one..


bismillahirrahmanirrahim

This is for you..

He, is the first man that I saw
He, is the only man I trust in the whole wide world
He, is the man who I love entirely deep
He, is the first man ever who held my hand

because he is the man, he is the one, the only one


He, who keep me walking
Through my leisure, Through my hard days


and for the thing I made bad,
thing I made worse
He never appoint anything towards me
as I'm still a child who's learning the world
in his eyes.

The best of me,
the worse of me
He see them all

and when the world look down on me
he doesn't.

and when the world turn away from me
he doesn't

and when others stop loving love me
he grow his love for me

because his love for me is for eternity
In this World and Hereafter 

and my love for him too.

I love you Ayah


Happy Birthday


       












October 11, 2011

a hope


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"Ya Allah, Engkau tidak pernah menguji kami melebihi kekuatan kami. Masih banyak orang disekitar kami yang lebih menderita dan kekurangan dibanding kami, begitu banyak nikmat yg Engkau berikan pd kami, maka berikanlah kami kekuatan & kemudahan untuk mengasihi dan menolong sesama agar kami mampu mensyukuri nikmatMu."





Lets ameen this Doa with me, shall we?



October 01, 2011



RAPUH


detik waktu terus berjalan
berhias gelap dan terang
suka dan duka tangis dan tawa
tergores bagai lukisan

seribu mimpi berjuta sepi
hadir bagai teman sejati
di antara lelahnya jiwa
dalam resah dan air mata
kupersembahkan kepadaMu
yang terindah dalam hidup

meski ku rapuh dalam langkah
kadang tak setia kepadaMu
namun cinta dalam jiwa
hanyalah padaMu

maafkanlah bila hati
tak sempurna mencintaiMu
dalam dadaku harap hanya
diriMu yang bertahta

detik waktu terus berlalu
semua berakhir padaMu



September 30, 2011

doa

bismillahirrahmanirrahim


So my ibu flied to Madinah today. Huuu. This is the very first time for ibu going there. and she is soooooooooooo excited and all that. Hehe. Me too, sangat lah excited. :D Semoga ibu mendapat haji yang mabrur insyaALLAH. 


Ameenn :)


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"When I miss you, I gaze at the moon because I know even we're far apart, we're still under the same sky, sharing the same moon" - Ibu

:')


I miss you





September 29, 2011

wake me up when September end

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hello hai :) Assalamualaikum. Fuhh, sneezing non stop! and I'm tired. Got panda eyes. Its not like I have sleeping disorder. I'm just tired. I catch a cold and I'm sick. :O alright not proper to say it here. but I guess nobody read this. So, yeah.. Hmm. I was planning to meet Aina today but shes in Giza right now. So, yeah. postponed. My sis will be arriving tomorrow. and September has come to the end. I am sad yet happy. Hehe. Yeah, September had always been my favorite month. but this year, I really hope October will come faster. Hee. I just don't like waiting. and waiting for person makes me really sick. Frankly speaking.  

September this year gave me lotsa memories and I hope I could cherished every moments I have. :) I can't even jot its all down here. ;) 

yaALLAH, I really really hope that somehow October will brings more barakah and luck and everything in between. Hmph, I know this gonna happens if only i made efforts toward its.kan? Somebody told me that. For everything you wished for, you have to make efforts on it or else, it will just stay a wish. :) 

Whoah. I caught a cold and now I mumbling here alone. Haha! Its okay, at least I'm not talking alone. Thats BIG difference there. Hee.

My whole new semester will be on 8th October. 
Wish me all the best. :D




September 25, 2011

Isbir :)

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Word of the Day : Isbir.

Isbir (arabic) or Sabar (bahasa)

Isbir. Such an interesting word yet brings the wonderful meaning. I just learned this word (isbir) from Zatie. and I just cant stop using it. Hee. Well, memang aku suka sebut "sabar sabar", so when I get to know this favorite word in Arabic, I just can't stop applying it whenever or wherever needed. Geee. :D

Seems like people get aggressive these days, thus, chillax peep. Just be patient for everything happens for a reason kan ;) I used to be that moody person. yeah, I'm one of them. Such a.. er okay forget it. I usually get angry on silly stuff easily when my mood's swinging around. Hehe. Pity people around me. Especially my poor roomie sorang ni. Err, Sorry. Sangat sangat. Hmm, well it is not good for health kan. Lagi lagi orang muda cam kita ni. Nanti cepat tua :B Tak perlu lah marah marah. Tak cool lah. :D Apa apa pun sabar.

When you angry, you'll thinks irrelevantly, take things frivolously and you tend to hurt people around you, and worst you hurt your love, family. Seriously, free advice. :)

Why I know? because I've been there. I used to be the one. :) But, no worry, I'm trying to be better. I can't say not anymore but I can say I'm trying to-no-to anymore. alright? :)


ps. dear roomie, I'm sorry for the wrongs deed I did. Honestly, I am sorry :(
*though we decided case close, aku nak jugak post sini.hee*






September 23, 2011

when there is you and me

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I'm writing about my bestfriend. My other half. So, if you are not interested, feel free to leave the page. No offense! :) Seriously, I'm not taking your time reading this entry ;) So yeah..

She. It is she. Not a girl, but not yet a woman. A lady perhaps.
 I met her when I was thirteen. Back when in mrsm yt. 

First day I enrolled, I owe her a big favor. HUGE. I remember it was the uniform try-out session in a lecture hall. I wasn't able that time when my name is called out by a strict, annoyed warden Mr.R *not his real name* and to go up there picking a size. We were freshie that time. so nobody have a gut enough to stand up and speak out. Well, some of them were homesick back then I supposed. Hee. Same goes to me. Haa, and he called my name bout 3 times and his voice getting louder and sounds angrier. He's about to call for the fourth time when she stands up and heading forward. She claimed she is me! I was surprised. She was confident. With suspicious glare, the warden handed her a pair of uniform and asked her to check it out. She went backstage to try out. minutes later, she came back. the warden gaze at her, asking if its okay. She said yes and I can see a smirk from the line of his lips. Gosh, I knew something doesn't right that time. He unfolded the uniform and it is a man's. Busted! 
Nevertheless, she stay calm and said, she did not try the uniform. Luckily, the warden let her off the stage. and I guess she officially hated me.

I was wrong.

We were in the same classroom since Form 1. I wasn't that close with her that time though we're in the same group (gang) with 6. We sat next to each other. Talking, laughing, gossiping.. Then, we begin to get to know deeper and deeper. When I skipped evening prep, she did. When she skipped assembly, I did. Next thing I know, we were doing every each and everything both. Sneaking to the academic hall when there's a meeting, running from Mr.Anuar and fly out to my home in the weekend. They are simple sweet memories of child for us. We growing up together. 2008, we both offered to pursue in mrsm pc. We were more them happy to have each other in a new exciting environment.

Yes, there were times when we didn't agree each other. There were times we didn't talked. There were times when we didn't looked at each others eyes. But know what? That makes us closer. They were never lasted long as whenever or whatever we got anger on, we still sleep beside each others on the same bed sharing the same pillow at night. discussing, having a heart to heart conversation, apologizing. 

She is in my family. We are great together. I love creating memories with her. She is in Malaysia now and we are never apart, though far in distant. With ALLAH's blessing, I hope my friendship with her last forever. We both hope, the friendship knots I tied with her will bring me closer to Allah the Creator. Ameenn. insyaALLAH :)


I miss you

dedicate to ;


ANIS NADZIRAH A. RAZAK.






September 21, 2011

doa dan anugerah

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hey :) Okay, sumpah lama tak update. hehe. Ye lah haritu aku exam kan. So, tak ber belog lah *padahal Facebook and Twitter 24/7 kot!* Hmph. Okay there's nothing on my mind except for the 'Dur thani' results yang masih tak tahu akan keluar bila. Erk! Sumpah cuak. So, sama sama lah kita doa kan eh for the excellent results for all of us :) Syukran awi awi lovers ;) Sesungguhnya aku tak nak carry paper. Ya ALLAH bantu aku :) 

Izzati dah balek Egypt four days ago :D weee! and thanks to her boleh lah rase kuih raya! Thanks much! Enough mumbling :X Lets get to the real bussiness. Okay, post title punya lah pergh kan. hehe. saje nak buat gempak. what? tak gempak. tak apa lah. :) still fine.

Regarding to my Dur thani Exam. I've learnt a lot :) and even better, I received much loves and tender kind from people around me. sangat appreciate itu. :') even, lagi ramai yang bagi kata kata semangat untuk aku :) Terima Kasih sangat. ALLAH tak kan memberi ujian kepada seseorang hambaNya melainkan yang mampu ditanggung oleh nya. Di sini, aku tahu aku mampu untuk hadapi ujian Nya, dengan bantuan family and friends. Yeah, at first memang aku rasa aku tak mampu dan tiada kekuatan nak hadapi semua ini. This is the first time for me. and I felt down. Serious. memang aku rasa macam end of the world. Nevertheless, I got relaxed and I have ALLAH to put my faith in. So, I tried my best for the second time. and I do pray for ALLAH to give me chance to give my best again. This is not the end. He knows what best for me. :) 

~ Aku mohon yang terbaik dari Mu ya ALLAH ~





August 30, 2011

malam raya perantau

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just passing by to wish Salam Aidilfitri. :) selamat hari raya aidilfitri min al aidil wal faizin. mohon maaf zahir dan batin ;) first time raya jauh dari rumah and im missing my family and home-made-raya badly. but i guess its experience so bear in mind :) okay, so far malam raya ni tak menitis air mata syawal lagi. tho petang tadi ada sikit. hee. sebak :')

pape pun, i'll just smile and be happy. rayakan raya anda. thats what my ibu told me just this morning :) okaylah, ill post later bout my raya here.

well

SELAMAT HARI RAYA !




August 25, 2011

can you tell how i love kpop

bismillahirrahmanirrahim

hey :) lately, im being indulge and drown back into Kpop. *winkwink*
setelah sekian lama aku meninggalkan perkara perkara yang tidak berfaedah ini, kini aku mengamalkan semuanya kembali sekali gus. :B 

semua ni gara gara Mr.Simple! He pulled me back to this black hole. hoo yeah! and currently im listening to these ;  Mr.Simple Mona Lisa , UGLY , Good bye baby etc etc. Sometimes, kpop songs' lyrics ni boleh jadi mengarut. tambah tambah, bila ada english lyrics inbetween. memang langsung aku tak faham apa yang diorang nak sampaikan thru the lyrics. suka suka hati je masukkan words tu. asalkan bunyi sedap. hahaha. still, I love it :D Its their's charisma tho ;)

Its all started with Sorry sorry by Super Junior. my first ever kpop song. back when I was in Mrsm Pc. then, it goes to three, four songs.. up to now. which even I dont know how much. yeah, I know its a worldwide phenomenon.hehe. Everyone is talking bout kpop and jpop. me one of them.

ha, and here goes my top 5 reasons why I love kpop ;


1. yess! mereka sangat sangat kyute.

2. they got moves. cool choreographs. 

3.  they funny.

4. good songs and music. (lyrics is excluded)

5. Its a world phenomenon. HAHA!


Korean movies and all the dramas are superb *well, not all of them of course* but most of them are good. they got looks, gadgets, fairy-tales story and all of that. It just makes me wants to be part of them :)) 

thats all. 

love from a fan of ;
SUJU
bigbang
2NE1
BEAST
2PM
2AM
MBLAQ
CNBlue
SHINee
DBSK
 ♥




UGLY


 I’m trying to smile brightly but

I don’t like it
I’m not pretty, I’m not beautiful
Oh oh oh oh
 I’m trying to sing but
No one is listening
I’m not pretty, I’m not beautiful
Oh oh oh oh
 Why am I this ugly
What must I do for me to be able to smile brightly like you?
 I’m getting angry again, why can’t I ever be perfect
I simply put the blame on my ugly appearance in this broken mirror
 Don’t look at me, I hate this feeling right now
I want to hide away somewhere, I want to escape
This world is full of lies
 I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty
I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly
 Don’t tell me that you can understand me so easily
My ugly and crooked heart may even come to resent you
 Don’t force me to talk, I’m not right for you
The cold facade inside that patronizing gaze suffocates me
 Don’t come closer, I don’t even want your concern
I want to leave away to somewhere, I want to shout out
This world is full of lies
 I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty
I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly
 All alone
I’m all alone
There is no such thing as warmth
There is no one by my side
All alone
I’m all alone
I’m always alone
There’s no such thing as warmth
Next to my side, there’s not even anyone to embrace me
 I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be prety
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty
I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly



2NE1



August 16, 2011

babuuuuuuuji

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morning :) hai. Its just so early in the morning yet Babuji dah menggila. berjaya melaksanakan prison break untuk kesekian kalinya. tapi kali ni, kantoi dengan aku sorang. so,...... BIG GRINs, hehehehe.. mama Ah sedang enak melayari mimpi. Its just us okay, Babuji..hihi *EVILLLLLLLL*
-kidding!-

mesti Kuti cuak gila.HAHA! jangan bimbang lah, aku tak kacau Babuji mu ouh. hap.p..y lah.. ouch!! *shoot!* nates.(he just bite me) kureng punya babuji. aku humban balek dalam cage baru tahu. haihhh! seriously, i hate you *ti, jange maroh aku. I'm innocent *puppy eyes*. sungguh, aku xkacau pongg binatang itu, yet dio mari kekoh aku. wuu wuu~~ babujiii


BABUJI. seekor tikus. tikus belanda. as known as hamster. tapi still a tikus. I dont adore him much tho he's as cute as . . . err whatever lah. he's got panda print on his body. cool huh? ni bukan pet aku nor teah. his mama kat malaysia sana. senang lenang duk makan nasi kerabu four days in a row ya... hee. so, aku and ah have to babysit him till she got back here. actually, ah je yang jaga. most of the time. ;) aku ni tukang tengok je. and tukang report if dia buat prison breaks or anything yang mencurigakan. -.- 
Sohhh, to mama babuji. balik nanti kena belanja Ah tuuu~~ ;)) 


BABUJI ni sangat lah active tak kira masa di mana jua. =.= antara aktiviti aktiviti (bm salah) yang digemari beliau adelah ; biting. suke sangat menggigit. kalau gigit kacang ke, kayu ke, normal lah. ni suka gigit besi. gigit plastik. ==' ganas betul. Next is ; climbing. hoo yeah! suka panjat panjat cage and jatuh bunyi gedebuk sebab buntut besar. hehe. suka rolling (?) hmm, guess its normal for a hamster ;) Ha, ni satu lagi hobi beliau. ni fevret kot ; prison break!! suka je Babuji ni tiba tiba buat suprise birthday party ada dekat sebelah. takpun buat suprise love-bites! hmph! Babuji ni, memang lah. grrr~



Ololo. muka minta sedekah. *muka minta penampar pon boleh XP*

one of the prison break spot! hasil dari gigitan babuji sendiri. eh eh, babuji nak enterfrem kat tepi ouh

yeahh!! berjaya meng enter-frame kan diri. proud of you :')

-rolling and rolling :D "the rock n roll BABUJI is in the haus yo <3

kuti tengok ni! babuji panjat. nanti jatuh haa

oh, goes higher







say hello to Babuji ;D 




ps. dont buy hamster. KIDDING!




recently :')





"This I Promise You"

Ohh ohh...

When the visions around you,
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you,
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength,
I'll give you hope,
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call,
Was standing here all along..

And I will take
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

I've loved you forever,
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never...
Will you hurt anymore
I give you my word
I give you my heart (give you my heart)
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow,
Forever has now begun...

Just close your eyes (close your eyes)
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you..
This I promise you..

Over and over I fall (over and over I fall)
When I hear you call
Without you in my life baby
I just wouldn't be living at all...

And I will take (I will take you in my arms)
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong (right where you belong)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you baby

Just close your eyes
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Every word I say is true
This I promise you

Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Ooh, I promise you... 





N'sync -fall, '00

August 09, 2011

hanya di Mesir

bismillahirrahmanirrahim


Got toothache for days. and tonight is my last treatment! yeayyy!! errr, more to gum ache actually. At first, i thot my gum was swollen. but the dentist told me that its bruised down there =.=' tak tahu lah kenapa. Got xray and sawing and bla bla. Hope tonight will be the last. penat den nak ulang alik pi clinic. hate waiting -.-

Oh, yes. only in Egypt.. yesterday was a loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong day for me. and Ah too! We wento Cairo like so early in the morning, and got stuck in the traffic. sampai Kaherah at noon. NOON! tengah tengah hari kat Gurun. can you imagine it. panas gila +.+'' sumpah panas~~~

got a cab to Abassiyah (embassy) tengok tengok orang ramai. tunggu lah. aku penat sesangat sampai tertido atas kerusi. memalukan. tapi takpe. sebab penat. tak kisah lah orang cakap apa. bila dah settle semua urusan tu, terus ke surau. and sambung lah tido....
sedar sedar dah dekat pukul 5. i was like WHAT?????  o.0 
Cairo - Zagazig was like 2 hours and sekarang dah pukul lima. memang sah sah lah berbuka tengah jalan =___=

and dekat luar takde tramco nak ke Asyir Salam  TT.TT  masa tu almost 6 dah. last last naek cab. kena 26 pound. sokay lah.. and dekat Asyir tu naseb lah ada je tramco balek Zagzig. masa tu cuak jugak sebab kat area tu langsung takde kedai jual air ke something nak buat bukak puasa. and both of us takde bawa pape yang boleh dimakan or minum. Nasib lah.......

but then, along the way to Zagazig. best gila kot. ramai je orang kat tepi tepi jalan bagi makanan and drinks for breakfasting. teruja kot masa tu. takpernah jumpa situasi macam ni. sepanjang panjang jalan orang bagi makanan. Got minerals, juice, kurma, bread, cheese. banyak sangat.. memang tak payah bawak air ke ape. diorang bagi je foods along the way. haha. I was like, WHOAAAAA!!! and ammu sebelah aku gelak tengok aku yang jakun. =.=' aku minum air guna plastic tanpa straw kot semalam. gigit guna gigi and minum. HAHA! dah jadi macam orang mesir dah aku ni, hehehe.

semalam aku bukak makan kurma je. like seriously. makan kurma yang dalam tramco tu je. sampai zagzig terus ke rumah Izyan. sebab at 12 tu ada appointment dengan dentist.. balek rumah dalam two fifteen am. penatttttt =.= terus sahur and tunggu subuh. lepas tu terus tidoooooo. argh, semalam penat sangat sangat and bila ingat balek. aku makan kurma je semalam??? cam tak percaya. =.=
baguslah. diet :bb

okay, gotta go. ada date dengan mr dentist lagi malam ni. byeee!



August 06, 2011

untitled dish

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hey hello! to fara, welcome to the club! hoo yeahh!! :DD akhirnya, datang ponn kauu nie. rajin rajin lah update eh. ;) 


ha, tadi aku masak untuk bukak puasa. as fara's requested, nak masak sambal telur. aku pun dengan confidentnya gi lah prepared bebahan ni. dah siap siap semua. and masa aku tengah tumis bawang tu. aku realize yang bahawasanya cili serbuk sudah habis -.-'' Gosh! im doomed! aku blurr sesaat dua. tak tahu nak buat apa. bawang dah tumis. kalau nak tukar buat kari boleh, tapi aku dah masukkan air asam (aku taktahu if kalau dah masukkan air asam boleh tukar jadi kari or tak) plus, telur pon aku dah siap rebus and goreng. *sigh* TT.TT

then, dengan tak semenanya aku pi tambah susu (replacing santan) anddd~~ blurr kejap. and aku put in serbuk kari rempah yang aku jumpa dalam kotak =.= kacau punya kacau.... aku pun add on some sugar and salt bla bla.. and aku pun blurr lagi disitu. Later on, aku taruk asam keping =.= sumpah aku taktahu apa yang aku masak. bila ada rasa sikit aku tambah bawang and cili and aku off kan stove. sumpah aku tak tahuuuuuuuuuuuuuu TT.TT

nasib baik Ah dengan Fara makan je.. heeeee~~ kesian. Aku sendiri takde gut nak makan (sebab aku lihat sendiri apa yang aku lakukan) diorang takpe la. and aku rasa kalau ah and fara tengok aku masak tadi, dorang pon tak makan. lauk apa la yang aku masak harini =_________________________= 


ps. sorry loves. and thanks much sebab sudi makan :')



lovetalk

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semalam skyped dengan aireen, gahh, FINALLY! :DD lama sangat tak contact each other. nevertheless, she seems sad last night. dont be, love. I'll be here for you. ;)  hope everything will goes well :) yeah, it will... 
if not, its okay. maybe he's not the one. u'll find the better one ;) dont be worried.


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August 05, 2011

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Finally, nemo and kuti dah selamat ke Cairo Intern. Airport. semalam penat gila, ulang alik dengan nemo dari Kafr Zind ke Salam. dah tu, ke Mahattah lagi. penat gila oh. dari pagi, full up sampai ke malam.  kitorang berbuka pon makan megi je, sebab tak sempat and nak cepat. hmmm, malam tu kena angkut barang lagi.  20 kg kott. kesian gila nemo, dia beli honey dew tapi xsempat nak makan. aku pun lupa nak potong kan -.-' sumpah letih gila, trifle pon lupa nak buat. kesian sesangat kat nemo. im sorry. sooooooo sorry. nanti blek sini blek aku tebus okay? betul betul penat semalam sampai aku terlupa. semalam tido 4 30 am, manalah nak bangun pukul 7 pagi.. natijah nya, aku tak terhantar kuti T.T silap lagi. sebab aku betul betul lena oh. tak terbangun. kuti, im sorry...

semalam pulak, my dear Ah injured. gara gara laptop compaq yg terlepas dari tangan jatuh right on her toe. ibu jari pulak tu. sakit gila doh. bengkak bengkak. till this morning pon bengkak tak surut lagi... :( dah la haritu pon dah pernah sprained ankle dia tu. and tak fully covered lagi, dah kena benda laen. nak kata clumsy, tak. uh, pity you.. get well soon!

farah pulak, stuck in the house. kesian. datang jauh jauh., tapi dok rumah je. ye lah bulan puasa. takde sape nak jejalan kat mesir yang panas membahang ni. seryes panas gila. ala, nama pon gurun kan. -.-'' dehydrated je. puasa pon panjang. 16 jam. mana tak penat dengan panas macam ni. tapi, takpe. ni kan Ramadan :) everyone waited long enough to meet up Ramadan again. :D


okay, thats all. lets rejoice our Ramadan with all the good deeds and prayer. happy fasting :)




August 04, 2011

exhausted

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fuh, bersawang dah belog aku ni rupanya. sooo many things happened nowadays. Aku sangat lah busy, sorry xsempat nak update ;) aku penat oh. tired of everything, whoopps! doesnt means im giving up. its just im tired, exhausted. of semua benda ni.. my results didnt turned out well. :( i did have a good cry indeed. i burst out already. and right now, Im okay. 

Im tired of FAKE peoples. arghh, doesnt matter. cause they couldnt bitch me enough. ;) whatever lah kan. 
Tomorrow, Nemo and Kuti dah nak balek Malaysiaaaa!! woo sedih sedih. tiba tiba aku pun rasa nak balek, but NO, a big NO. i've got to stay here. got tons of things to be done. mustttttt stay! afterall, i got Ah and Izyan here. they will be staying here by me. hehehehe. so happy!

My beloved sis pun dah selamat sampai Kelate. dok poso poso dumoh doh. T.T 
got on flight 28th July haritu.. almost a week dah bermaharajalela di rumah. and im hereeee. sokay, its my choice anyway to stay here. :D

Okay lah, update later. about my backpacking and travelling around Egypt. later on ok? i'll post next timee. heee. have a nice day people. and happy fasting :)

Assalamualaikum




July 20, 2011

when the RANDOM stuff is packed altogether in a post

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hey, lama gila tak post. Sorry, schedule packed! Banyak travelling, backpacking (padahal pusing tempat sama je) ye lah, Cairo dah manyak kali pegi tapi Theme Park tak sampai sampai pon. tu tak kira Pyramid kat Giza lagi, Azharian Park, banyak woh tak menyempat pergi lagi. Takpe lah, slow slow, at least Genena Mall dah sampai, heh twice pulak tuu. hahah!

After exam haritu terus ke Mansoura, then Cairo, tido rumah Farah. kesian gila ganggu dia waktu exam, tapi tak sanggup nak tido RKB. heh gila jahat :bb 
aku ni, cuti lama lama, Harry Potter 7 : part II tak tengok tengok jugak :(
duk Cairo lama lama bukan nak pegi tengok. hmph, sebenarnya nak gi, nak sangat tapi tu lah, asyik xsempat je. bia ah , next time. Its not a big deal pon ;)


Hah, pasal rumah sewa ni. Err. aku tak tahu nak cakap camne tapi Ah macam tak nak gi rumah kat Qawmiyah tu. sebab jauh dengan Zatie. yeah, pity her kalau both of us pindah dari Salam. Actually, im not sure myself. Rumah tu okay, ada perabot bagai. suka.tapi aku pun dah cakap kat Adi nak gi tengok rumah. Aku takut dia ingat aku betul betul nak masuk ah pulak. Lagipun he told baba bout this -.-' Banyak benda xsettle lagi ni. Cmne ni, rumah lain pon xcari lagi. I need more options to make a mind. hmph! 

Esok ni pulak nak ke Alexandria. Just as busy as bee. cakap je lebih. Tiket tren tak beli lagi. Pagi esok kena pi cari. aku rasa nak gi tengok rumah lah esok. tapi Ah xtahu lagi pukul berapa sampai, so aku xboleh appoint lagi kat adi. kena tgu Ah sampai rumah and bincang sama sama. And aku rasa trip to Alex kena tangguh a day -.- 

Kalau pegi tengok rumah after we back from Alex? tak lama sangat ke? aku dah la tak inform kak yam lagi ni. Aku nak cakap, dia x abes exam lagi. So, taknak ah put pressure -.- aku ni x plan betul betul. ni yang buat aku serabut sampai ke perut ni. I cant say which one I have to settle first. In the end, theres nothing that I have done. :(( I hate this kind of feeling.



July 11, 2011

babbling

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fuh, lama tak coret coret kat sini. hmph, what am i up on now? -actually, im looking for a new house *for those yang duk Egypt please do keep silent okay. Im not gonna tell anyone here yet.Thankyou*  Errr. benda ni xsure lagi sebenarnya. Aku and Ah still tengah fikir lagi. As we decide on, I'll definitely tell you here :) Someone had already promote a house, err two houses actually, for us. One of them seems kinda interesting and look homey which is I do require. yeah! i need a house that can makes me feel homed. feel like its belong to me. welcoming me warmly *sentimental huh* whatever lah kan. -.-

Rumah sekarang ni okay. Bilik dah sangat lah cukup besar. Selesa gila. boleh golek golek, pum pang pum pang sana sini. nak buat marathon pon boleh *exaggerate* like seriously selesa. Wardrobe memang kecik tapi buat masa sekarang ni boleh lah nk afford baju aku tu. Ada meja study. Lengkap. Tapi kan, masalahnya..ha, let me tell you. rumah ni tingkat 5, so air susah nak naik. memang selalu je takde air. dah biasa dah takde air n. tapi, ye lah xselesa. can you imagine pagi pagi terbangun lambat nk pegi kuliah or worse, nk pegi exam. nak buat cmne? err.  Syukur alhamdulillah exam haritu tak pernah jadi macam tu. syukurr sangat :) 

One more thing, dapur sekarang ni kecik je.Well, its not a big deal pon kan. tapi yeah, masalah sama. air. nak wash dishes susah. ada je yang tersimpan dalam sink tu. What an eyesore -.- 
Then, bila takde air ni, nak masak pun susah la. hmph!
So guys, should I or shouldn't move out from the house ?


Ha, tapi kan tandas rumah ni sangat lah best. BESAR gila! like seriously luas. selesa oh. hehee. sayang toilet n. heh.

Aku seriously tak decide lagi. hmph, well. okay ah. i'll tell you when i decide ;)



ps. HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my dearest friend,   Hajar   and   Zafe   !