Loner

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I was a bit loner actually. Wakaka. Joking! Imma talking about my blog actually. My blog ni somehow empty kan. My friends told me too. Theres nothing on my blog. I know i know. Blog ni memang tak mesra manusia sikit. Teheee. I like to blog. But I don't prefer much public. Plus, theres nothing good here I guess. Just a place for me myself to share my own feeling and memories. Eceh. Dan dan pulak jiwang. Lagi satu, my writing is some kind of rojak. And peeps much prefer to read casual writing I suppose. (Me too) Mesti lah nak baca blog yang sempoi-sempoi je kan. Kalau blog syok sendiri macam aku punya ni, nak baca pun tak faham. Only the owner who'll get the message. Err. See? Thats what my meaning was! I could sense that only me and myself who could read and understand this post. Wakaka. Whatever :P

Ok. Wassalam :)

Exam-is-on-the-edge-of-the-wood-of-the-ship-of-the-pirates XD

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HUAHUAHUAHUAHAHAHAHAHA

Exam buat muka sedih sebab nak habis. I am ze pirates holding the sword! :D Ready to push the exam into the water. Im gonna kill the last paper. Pray for me and my friends here for the last paper tomolo! 

- Semoga kami semua lulus dengan cemerlang-

insyaALLAH

TEST

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The lost diadem

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Hey, Assalamualaikum. Actually, today i met someone. its good to meet up people right? but, today i just feel that i shouldnt met her at the first place. She's a good guy you know. Very sweet and humble. For once i knew her...

The first time i met her, shes kinda polite and got her own rule. She speaks right. and when others did a wrong or not good for a muslimah, she corrected them nicely. i always knew her like that. And today i met her as a new person. i was kinda hmmm confused but she like so different now. From a large hijab to a short scarf. its like she is not she anymore :( 

i always know i aint a good person. but the things is, i feel the lost through her.. for me, its just so hard to start to wear the best hijab of all (long, covered, thick one) but seems like she got them already, then throwing away the best gift like that. i feel so frustrated! 

Shes still a nice person. and im not hating her at all. im just feeling sad. so i shared the story. hope all of us will hold into our Imaan and Islam tightly.. Bila-bila masa Allah boleh tarik, and we dont want them kann? Berdoalah untuk kita semua.. insyaAllah.

Ahhh, note that shes only as one example. there are many people loosing. i'm afraid. i'm so afraid. What if i'll be like them. Nauzubillah hi minzalik... lets Allah guided us all to the right path. the path for Jannah.

Good day.

The LIST

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It crossed my mind long time ago, to post about my wish list. So, here I am today. Hee. and the list goes on randomly without any priorities so dont get a wrong idea. Here they goes..

1. Become a Hajjah.

2. Buy an iPad.

3. Get a scholar.

4. Backpacking / travelling around the World.

5. Have a bakery / nursery.

6. Excellent in studying.

7. Buy a watch for my sisters.

8. Have a SLR. (AE-100 specifically)

9. Get married and live in UK. (single is also accepted)

10.  Good in swimming

I update later. This only ten. and its actually goes up to hundreds. Hehe. Kidding!

Alright seems like anatomy is calling out my name. Take care peeps. Love

Because the skin is too mainstream

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Last night, i've got a terror. an insect-terror. Instead stinging my thin skin, the most huge, enormous black ant bite my eye! my eye! my precious eye! and its stung a lot! sakit gila weh! i dont know how it can be up there. I was eating those pumpkin seed *trevor's food* and suddenly i felt something unpleasant inside my eyes, like a dust. Then, i sensored something larger than a dust and it stung my eyes. Pain. I asked Aten to look after them and she was kinda shock. Asking me to sit still she tried to pull up 'something' inside my eyes. I was nervous that times, seeing the nervous face of Aten. *psycho* Then i started to yell. hehe. Teha came to rescue. she pulled that thing. hmmph, its somehow not that easy you know. and its stung much. Erghh, seriously very unpleasant and annoyed. I slept after sometime. sebab sakit mek. and ended up not study at all semalam. heh. 

I'm thinking about the first-aid course and Maher Zain's concert. Hows that sound?

Ah, do pray for my friends and I for these upcoming papers,
PHYSIOLOGY 
ANATOMY
 HISTOLOGY 
and
 PSYCHOLOGY.

Love

Bumped

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These days, i got bumped and bumped a lots. But its okay, its life after all. There are ups and downs along the way. Furthermore, im a doctor in the making. Life is tough. I should know this long ago before taking this path. Hmph, I guess i didnt thought that much before. Thats why my motivation isnt that strong. Nevertheless, Im already on the road. So, a girl gotta move on. Be prepared, be confident, and be positive. Tetapkan niat, bulatkan tekad, usahakan semampu. InsyaAllah, I can do this. Innallah ha maana...

Hmph, theres four more papers to go before I can fly back home. Doakan kami semua kat sini berjaya lulus dengan mumtaz. Thanks in advance. Love. Take care!