malam raya perantau

bismillahirrahmanirrahim

just passing by to wish Salam Aidilfitri. :) selamat hari raya aidilfitri min al aidil wal faizin. mohon maaf zahir dan batin ;) first time raya jauh dari rumah and im missing my family and home-made-raya badly. but i guess its experience so bear in mind :) okay, so far malam raya ni tak menitis air mata syawal lagi. tho petang tadi ada sikit. hee. sebak :')

pape pun, i'll just smile and be happy. rayakan raya anda. thats what my ibu told me just this morning :) okaylah, ill post later bout my raya here.

well

SELAMAT HARI RAYA !

can you tell how i love kpop

bismillahirrahmanirrahim

hey :) lately, im being indulge and drown back into Kpop. *winkwink*

setelah sekian lama aku meninggalkan perkara perkara yang tidak berfaedah ini, kini aku mengamalkan semuanya kembali sekali gus. :B 

semua ni gara gara Mr.Simple! He pulled me back to this black hole. hoo yeah! and currently im listening to these ;  Mr.Simple , Mona Lisa , UGLY , Good bye baby etc etc. Sometimes, kpop songs' lyrics ni boleh jadi mengarut. tambah tambah, bila ada english lyrics inbetween. memang langsung aku tak faham apa yang diorang nak sampaikan thru the lyrics. suka suka hati je masukkan words tu. asalkan bunyi sedap. hahaha. still, I love it :D Its their's charisma tho ;)

Its all started with Sorry sorry by Super Junior. my first ever kpop song. back when I was in Mrsm Pc. then, it goes to three, four songs.. up to now. which even I dont know how much. yeah, I know its a worldwide phenomenon.hehe. Everyone is talking bout kpop and jpop. me one of them.

ha, and here goes my top 5 reasons why I love kpop ;

1. yess! mereka sangat sangat kyute.

2. they got moves. cool choreographs. 

3.  they funny.

4. good songs and music. (lyrics is excluded)

5. Its a world phenomenon. HAHA!

Korean movies and all the dramas are superb *well, not all of them of course* but most of them are good. they got looks, gadgets, fairy-tales story and all of that. It just makes me wants to be part of them :)) 

thats all. 

love from a fan of ;

SUJU

bigbang

2NE1

BEAST

2PM

2AM

MBLAQ

CNBlue

SHINee

DBSK

 ♥

UGLY

 I’m trying to smile brightly but

I don’t like it

I’m not pretty, I’m not beautiful

Oh oh oh oh

 I’m trying to sing but

No one is listening

I’m not pretty, I’m not beautiful

Oh oh oh oh

 Why am I this ugly

What must I do for me to be able to smile brightly like you?

 I’m getting angry again, why can’t I ever be perfect

I simply put the blame on my ugly appearance in this broken mirror

 Don’t look at me, I hate this feeling right now

I want to hide away somewhere, I want to escape

This world is full of lies

 I think I’m ugly

And nobody wants to love me

Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty

Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty

I think I’m ugly

And nobody wants to love me

Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty

Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly

 Don’t tell me that you can understand me so easily

My ugly and crooked heart may even come to resent you

 Don’t force me to talk, I’m not right for you

The cold facade inside that patronizing gaze suffocates me

 Don’t come closer, I don’t even want your concern

I want to leave away to somewhere, I want to shout out

This world is full of lies

 I think I’m ugly

And nobody wants to love me

Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty

Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty

I think I’m ugly

And nobody wants to love me

Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty

Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly

 All alone

I’m all alone

There is no such thing as warmth

There is no one by my side

All alone

I’m all alone

I’m always alone

There’s no such thing as warmth

Next to my side, there’s not even anyone to embrace me

 I think I’m ugly

And nobody wants to love me

Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be prety

Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty

I think I’m ugly

And nobody wants to love me

Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty

Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly

2NE1

babuuuuuuuji

bismillahirrahmanirrahim

morning :) hai. Its just so early in the morning yet Babuji dah menggila. berjaya melaksanakan prison break untuk kesekian kalinya. tapi kali ni, kantoi dengan aku sorang. so,...... BIG GRINs, hehehehe.. mama Ah sedang enak melayari mimpi. Its just us okay, Babuji..hihi *EVILLLLLLLL*

-kidding!-

mesti Kuti cuak gila.HAHA! jangan bimbang lah, aku tak kacau Babuji mu ouh. hap.p..y lah.. ouch!! *shoot!* nates.(he just bite me) kureng punya babuji. aku humban balek dalam cage baru tahu. haihhh! seriously, i hate you *ti, jange maroh aku. I'm innocent *puppy eyes*. sungguh, aku xkacau pongg binatang itu, yet dio mari kekoh aku. wuu wuu~~ babujiii

BABUJI. seekor tikus. tikus belanda. as known as hamster. tapi still a tikus. I dont adore him much tho he's as cute as . . . err whatever lah. he's got panda print on his body. cool huh? ni bukan pet aku nor teah. his mama kat malaysia sana. senang lenang duk makan nasi kerabu four days in a row ya... hee. so, aku and ah have to babysit him till she got back here. actually, ah je yang jaga. most of the time. ;) aku ni tukang tengok je. and tukang report if dia buat prison breaks or anything yang mencurigakan. -.- 

Sohhh, to mama babuji. balik nanti kena belanja Ah tuuu~~ ;)) 

BABUJI ni sangat lah active tak kira masa di mana jua. =.= antara aktiviti aktiviti (bm salah) yang digemari beliau adelah ; biting. suke sangat menggigit. kalau gigit kacang ke, kayu ke, normal lah. ni suka gigit besi. gigit plastik. ==' ganas betul. Next is ; climbing. hoo yeah! suka panjat panjat cage and jatuh bunyi gedebuk sebab buntut besar. hehe. suka rolling (?) hmm, guess its normal for a hamster ;) Ha, ni satu lagi hobi beliau. ni fevret kot ; prison break!! suka je Babuji ni tiba tiba buat suprise birthday party ada dekat sebelah. takpun buat suprise love-bites! hmph! Babuji ni, memang lah. grrr~

Ololo. muka minta sedekah. *muka minta penampar pon boleh XP*

one of the prison break spot! hasil dari gigitan babuji sendiri. eh eh, babuji nak enterfrem kat tepi ouh

yeahh!! berjaya meng enter-frame kan diri. proud of you :')

-rolling and rolling :D "the rock n roll BABUJI is in the haus yo <3

kuti tengok ni! babuji panjat. nanti jatuh haa

oh, goes higher

say hello to Babuji ;D 

ps. dont buy hamster. KIDDING!

recently :')

"This I Promise You"

Ohh ohh...

When the visions around you,
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you,
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength,
I'll give you hope,
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call,
Was standing here all along..

And I will take
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

I've loved you forever,
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never...
Will you hurt anymore
I give you my word
I give you my heart (give you my heart)
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow,
Forever has now begun...

Just close your eyes (close your eyes)
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you..
This I promise you..

Over and over I fall (over and over I fall)
When I hear you call
Without you in my life baby
I just wouldn't be living at all...

And I will take (I will take you in my arms)
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong (right where you belong)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you baby

Just close your eyes
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Every word I say is true
This I promise you

Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Ooh, I promise you... 

N'sync -fall, '00

hanya di Mesir

bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Got toothache for days. and tonight is my last treatment! yeayyy!! errr, more to gum ache actually. At first, i thot my gum was swollen. but the dentist told me that its bruised down there =.=' tak tahu lah kenapa. Got xray and sawing and bla bla. Hope tonight will be the last. penat den nak ulang alik pi clinic. hate waiting -.-

Oh, yes. only in Egypt.. yesterday was a loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong day for me. and Ah too! We wento Cairo like so early in the morning, and got stuck in the traffic. sampai Kaherah at noon. NOON! tengah tengah hari kat Gurun. can you imagine it. panas gila +.+'' sumpah panas~~~

got a cab to Abassiyah (embassy) tengok tengok orang ramai. tunggu lah. aku penat sesangat sampai tertido atas kerusi. memalukan. tapi takpe. sebab penat. tak kisah lah orang cakap apa. bila dah settle semua urusan tu, terus ke surau. and sambung lah tido....

sedar sedar dah dekat pukul 5. i was like WHAT?????  o.0 

Cairo - Zagazig was like 2 hours and sekarang dah pukul lima. memang sah sah lah berbuka tengah jalan =___=

and dekat luar takde tramco nak ke Asyir Salam  TT.TT  masa tu almost 6 dah. last last naek cab. kena 26 pound. sokay lah.. and dekat Asyir tu naseb lah ada je tramco balek Zagzig. masa tu cuak jugak sebab kat area tu langsung takde kedai jual air ke something nak buat bukak puasa. and both of us takde bawa pape yang boleh dimakan or minum. Nasib lah.......

but then, along the way to Zagazig. best gila kot. ramai je orang kat tepi tepi jalan bagi makanan and drinks for breakfasting. teruja kot masa tu. takpernah jumpa situasi macam ni. sepanjang panjang jalan orang bagi makanan. Got minerals, juice, kurma, bread, cheese. banyak sangat.. memang tak payah bawak air ke ape. diorang bagi je foods along the way. haha. I was like, WHOAAAAA!!! and ammu sebelah aku gelak tengok aku yang jakun. =.=' aku minum air guna plastic tanpa straw kot semalam. gigit guna gigi and minum. HAHA! dah jadi macam orang mesir dah aku ni, hehehe.

semalam aku bukak makan kurma je. like seriously. makan kurma yang dalam tramco tu je. sampai zagzig terus ke rumah Izyan. sebab at 12 tu ada appointment dengan dentist.. balek rumah dalam two fifteen am. penatttttt =.= terus sahur and tunggu subuh. lepas tu terus tidoooooo. argh, semalam penat sangat sangat and bila ingat balek. aku makan kurma je semalam??? cam tak percaya. =.=

baguslah. diet :bb

okay, gotta go. ada date dengan mr dentist lagi malam ni. byeee!

untitled dish

bismillahirrahmanirrahim

hey hello! to fara, welcome to the club! hoo yeahh!! :DD akhirnya, datang ponn kauu nie. rajin rajin lah update eh. ;) 

ha, tadi aku masak untuk bukak puasa. as fara's requested, nak masak sambal telur. aku pun dengan confidentnya gi lah prepared bebahan ni. dah siap siap semua. and masa aku tengah tumis bawang tu. aku realize yang bahawasanya cili serbuk sudah habis -.-'' Gosh! im doomed! aku blurr sesaat dua. tak tahu nak buat apa. bawang dah tumis. kalau nak tukar buat kari boleh, tapi aku dah masukkan air asam (aku taktahu if kalau dah masukkan air asam boleh tukar jadi kari or tak) plus, telur pon aku dah siap rebus and goreng. *sigh* TT.TT

then, dengan tak semenanya aku pi tambah susu (replacing santan) anddd~~ blurr kejap. and aku put in serbuk kari rempah yang aku jumpa dalam kotak =.= kacau punya kacau.... aku pun add on some sugar and salt bla bla.. and aku pun blurr lagi disitu. Later on, aku taruk asam keping =.= sumpah aku taktahu apa yang aku masak. bila ada rasa sikit aku tambah bawang and cili and aku off kan stove. sumpah aku tak tahuuuuuuuuuuuuuu TT.TT

nasib baik Ah dengan Fara makan je.. heeeee~~ kesian. Aku sendiri takde gut nak makan (sebab aku lihat sendiri apa yang aku lakukan) diorang takpe la. and aku rasa kalau ah and fara tengok aku masak tadi, dorang pon tak makan. lauk apa la yang aku masak harini =_________________________= 

ps. sorry loves. and thanks much sebab sudi makan :')

lovetalk

bismillahirrahmanirrahim

semalam skyped dengan aireen, gahh, FINALLY! :DD lama sangat tak contact each other. nevertheless, she seems sad last night. dont be, love. I'll be here for you. ;)  hope everything will goes well :) yeah, it will... 

if not, its okay. maybe he's not the one. u'll find the better one ;) dont be worried.

*   *   *

bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Finally, nemo and kuti dah selamat ke Cairo Intern. Airport. semalam penat gila, ulang alik dengan nemo dari Kafr Zind ke Salam. dah tu, ke Mahattah lagi. penat gila oh. dari pagi, full up sampai ke malam.  kitorang berbuka pon makan megi je, sebab tak sempat and nak cepat. hmmm, malam tu kena angkut barang lagi.  20 kg kott. kesian gila nemo, dia beli honey dew tapi xsempat nak makan. aku pun lupa nak potong kan -.-' sumpah letih gila, trifle pon lupa nak buat. kesian sesangat kat nemo. im sorry. sooooooo sorry. nanti blek sini blek aku tebus okay? betul betul penat semalam sampai aku terlupa. semalam tido 4 30 am, manalah nak bangun pukul 7 pagi.. natijah nya, aku tak terhantar kuti T.T silap lagi. sebab aku betul betul lena oh. tak terbangun. kuti, im sorry...

semalam pulak, my dear Ah injured. gara gara laptop compaq yg terlepas dari tangan jatuh right on her toe. ibu jari pulak tu. sakit gila doh. bengkak bengkak. till this morning pon bengkak tak surut lagi... :( dah la haritu pon dah pernah sprained ankle dia tu. and tak fully covered lagi, dah kena benda laen. nak kata clumsy, tak. uh, pity you.. get well soon!

farah pulak, stuck in the house. kesian. datang jauh jauh., tapi dok rumah je. ye lah bulan puasa. takde sape nak jejalan kat mesir yang panas membahang ni. seryes panas gila. ala, nama pon gurun kan. -.-'' dehydrated je. puasa pon panjang. 16 jam. mana tak penat dengan panas macam ni. tapi, takpe. ni kan Ramadan :) everyone waited long enough to meet up Ramadan again. :D

okay, thats all. lets rejoice our Ramadan with all the good deeds and prayer. happy fasting :)

exhausted

bismillahirrahmanirrahim

fuh, bersawang dah belog aku ni rupanya. sooo many things happened nowadays. Aku sangat lah busy, sorry xsempat nak update ;) aku penat oh. tired of everything, whoopps! doesnt means im giving up. its just im tired, exhausted. of semua benda ni.. my results didnt turned out well. :( i did have a good cry indeed. i burst out already. and right now, Im okay. 

Im tired of FAKE peoples. arghh, doesnt matter. cause they couldnt bitch me enough. ;) whatever lah kan. 

Tomorrow, Nemo and Kuti dah nak balek Malaysiaaaa!! woo sedih sedih. tiba tiba aku pun rasa nak balek, but NO, a big NO. i've got to stay here. got tons of things to be done. mustttttt stay! afterall, i got Ah and Izyan here. they will be staying here by me. hehehehe. so happy!

My beloved sis pun dah selamat sampai Kelate. dok poso poso dumoh doh. T.T 

got on flight 28th July haritu.. almost a week dah bermaharajalela di rumah. and im hereeee. sokay, its my choice anyway to stay here. :D

Okay lah, update later. about my backpacking and travelling around Egypt. later on ok? i'll post next timee. heee. have a nice day people. and happy fasting :)

Assalamualaikum